a clean room, some fresh sheets, a hot shower, coconut oil, and some scented candles
Shower time, aderrall, a glass of whiskey, and diesel jeans
Carbohydrates are the human body’s most essential source of energy; energy that every single cell requires for optimal functioning, especially your nervous system and brain. When digested, carbs are metabolised by enzymes into glucose, a simple sugar. It is this sugar that is up-taken by every single one of the approximately 70 trillion cells that make up your entire being, to carry out cellular functions THAT KEEP YOU ALIVE.
70 TRILLION. That figure is unfathomably massive; already it is clear as fucking day how essential a diet high in carbohydrates is to optimal health and wellbeing, right down to the cellular level.
Now, much of the glucose that enters your bloodstream after eating carbs is utilised by cells straight away, which provides that instant energy hit. However, some of it is not. These extra glucose molecules are then converted to one big molecule called glycogen, which is stored in your body, namely within your liver and muscles.
Glycogen is stored within these tissues and sits there patiently, until your metabolism demands more energy. When your metabolic rate increases (from carrying out any form of work - physical or mental) these glycogen molecules are instantly broken up (hydrolysed) back into single glucose molecules to be quickly & easily up-taken by your 70 trillion cells. A sedentary person therefore, will use up far less glycogen stores than someone who is working their body and/or working their brain.
SO WHY/WHEN DO WE GET FAT?!
There is only a limited amount of storage capacity within your liver and muscles, so if your glycogen stores aren’t converted back to glucose and worked off, they start to essentially overflow. No more glucose can be converted to glycogen so the glucose remains in your blood stream, causing your insulin levels to rise. Once insulin rises, all of this excess glucose/energy has nowhere else to go besides being stored as FAT.
Excess glycogen = excess glucose = increased insulin = fat storage.
SO WHAT DO YOU NEED TO DO?!
Well firstly, DON’T CUT YOUR CARBS. Think of the 70 trillion cells depending on you to eat carbs so they can eat glucose and KEEP YOU ALIVE.
Just maintain those glycogen stores. High glycogen levels are ideal; this is how we build stamina and endurance, and can sustain our energy levels for longer periods. But overflowing levels of glycogen WILL LEAD TO FAT STORAGE.
Work. Get off your bum, work your brain, work your body, every single day. Freelee didn’t get her body by being a couch potato. This will maintain your glycogen levels and boost your appetite, resulting in a delicious cycle of endless carbs and endless energy.
Stop taking advantage of people with good hearts & who are emotionally vulnerable.
I deleted your number so that I wouldn’t
be able to call you on a day like this
Where I can hardly breathe without you
I can hardly breathe at the thought
that you’re not here and it’s been one of those days where you’re the only one I know who can make it better
I can’t stop crying and I’m so scared
Cause what if you’re the only one who’s ever gonna love me
or worse what if you’re the only one I’m ever gonna be able to love like I loved you
The naive kind of love
I can’t believe I was so lucky to love you
kind of love
Leaving you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do kind of love
I’m crying on the train home with tears smearing my lips
With my heart bleeding so hard I feel like it could pour out onto the train tracks
But you’re gone
You’re gone
I know that you’re gone
(Source: loveserum)
you know what’s fucked up?
that you can be without someone for six months, a year, five years and have mastered not thinking about them, but no matter how much time passes there will always be that moment where you see a photo of them or catch a little of their cologne on a crowed street and suddenly you’re plagued with a rapidly sinking stomach and the relentless question, “what did i do wrong?”
The fuck point (n.) The point in an assignment at which you say “Fuck it all,” slap down some bullshit, and turn it in without reading it


